"Pack your bags for the journey," Grandmother
Growth advises softly. "Your Change may be rough in places, so
cushion yourself. Your Change may have some hard edges, so let your
contours round. Your wise blood is stirring and you are learning to
let it move without attaching fear to its meanderings. In the same way,
you can gracefully allow your natural weight gain. Struggling with your
weight or dieting is bad medicine for you now, resulting only in thin
bones that break easily, extreme hormone shifts that will keep you from
sleeping and thinking, and an inner fire reduced to ashes or burning
out of control. Pack your bags, slowly, dear one. There is no rush,"
sighs Grandmother Growth, closing her eyes and sinking into a nap.
The best ally you can have on your menopausal journey
is ten "extra" pounds. I know you don't want to hear this.
I understand how difficult it is to desire ten extra pounds (or accept
it happening to you, as it does to most menopausal women). You may have
spent much of your life trying to get rid of ten extra pounds. The ultimate
failure as a woman nowadays is not to be infertile, but to gain weight.
When thin and young is the standard of beauty, any menopausal
woman might find it difficult to maintain a positive self image as she
sees herself becoming a thick-waisted, silver-haired Crone.
I had some killer hot flashes, but the most difficult
part of menopause for me was gaining weight. I knew it was going to
happen; I knew it was supposed to happen. But I never thought it would
happen. I read the studies; I knew that most healthy women, thin or
thick or in between, gained ten to fifteen pounds during their menopausal
years. But not me, I thought. I eat superbly. I exercise: an hour and
a half of yoga every week, tai chi, and my ordinary farm chores (moving
and splitting firewood, throwing bales of hay, hauling water, chasing
goats). Not me.
Yes, me. I watched my image in the mirror take on a shape
more and more closely approximating the Venus figurines of pre-history.
And my modern prejudices surged to the fore: "Yuck. You look disgusting.
You're overweight. It isn't healthy. Lose weight!" I knew it wasn't
true. But despite years of feminism and consciousness-raising on every
-ism, from ageism to weightism, there was my culture yelling at me in
my own mind every time I looked in the mirror.
Now I looked like my aunts. Now I looked like a woman.
It was as strange and unfamiliar as the sprouting of my breasts and
pubic hair at puberty. I remember standing in my clothes closet at the
age of thirteen, wistfully and resentfully removing my favorite little-girl
dresses, none of which fit.
Not looking in the mirror didn't help. (I didn't have
to resist looking at the scale. I don't own one.) My clothes didn't
fit. First it was my blouses: my buttons gaping and my t-shirts straining.
Then it was my pants: Tight waistbands became absolutely impossible.
My size fluctuated widely from morning to night, growing bigger as the
day went on. For several months, I walked around the house with my pants
unfastened from dinner until bedtime, a menopausal symptom my sweetheart
was completely in favor of.
Fortunately, I knew that dieting would not improve my
health, and could easily harm me. But without the loving acceptance
I felt from my lover, I might have faltered and given in to the desire
to resist this change with all my might. I might have given up on being
proud to look like a postmenopausal woman: like Margaret Mead, Eleanor
Roosevelt, Susan B. Anthony.
I wish for every menopausal woman someone to tell her
each evening when she disrobes, how goddess-like, how voluptuous, how
attractive and desirable she is, and to say with her: "The best
ally I can have on my menopausal journey is ten extra pounds"
Of course, I don't mean ten pounds of ordinary fat. You want ten pounds
of healthy fat supported by healthy muscle and bone And you want to
gain that weight very, very slowly. Ideally about a pound or two a year
during menopause. Remember, you are cushioning yourself for the journey.
Love yourself as you get "in shape" for Change.
Step 1. Collect information . . .
o Fat cells convert androstenedione, a substance produced by the adrenals
and the ovaries, into estrone, the primary postmenopausal estrogen.
Women who gain weight during menopause have less severe hot flashes,
an easier Change, and denser bones, according to menopause advocate,
and long-time editor of A Friend Indeed, the Newsletter of Menopause,
Jeanine O'Leary Cobb.
o Despite pronouncements that extra fat is a health risk, weight gained
during the menopausal years is not associated with any increase in mortality
o And losing it will not improve your health.2,3
o In fact, weight loss can lead to thyroid malfunction, severe gall
bladder problems, increased insulin-resistance, and weakening of the
cardiovascular and immune systems.4
o If you don't have a sweetie to tell you your bigger body is bodacious,
+ Radiance: The Magazine for Large Women; POBox 30246, Oakland, CA 94604.
+ Healthy Weight Journal; PO Box 620, LCD1, Hamilton, ON; L8N 3K7, Canada.
+ You Count, Calories Don't, Linda Omichinski. Box 102A, RR#3, Portage
La Prairie, MN; R1N 3A3, Canada. 1-800-565-4847.
+ Loving Your Midlife Body, Linda Moore Browning, Health Forum for Older
Women, Winter 1999.
Step 2. Engage the energy . . .
"The first time I saw pictures of my postmenopausal self I was
frightened by my size!"
o Give yourself permission to take up more space. Allow your needs to
be uppermost. Enlarge your view of yourself. Enlarge your world.
o If you don't already do an hour or more of yoga, tai chi, or some
other meditative physical exercise weekly, begin . . . now.
o Go to an art gallery, or get a book from your library, and find a
picture of an attractive woman with a round proud belly. Meditate with
her. Become her for a moment. Feel the energy in your belly. Feel the
wise blood stirring within your belly. Stirring and simmering and sending
its heat up along the energy pathways of your body. Be proud of yourself
and your belly.
o Say a short prayer of thanksgiving, or sing a song, or light a candle,
or observe a moment of silence before you eat. Affirm that the food
will bring you health and pleasure.
Step 3. Nourish and tonify . . .
o Give up dieting. Eat the widest variety of whole foods possible. Don't
make any foods absolutely forbidden. What you eat everyday has the most
effect. The best way to stop worrying about weight gain is to eat ten
or more servings of fruit and vegetables, three or more servings of
whole grains, and a cup of yogurt daily.
o To insure that you add hormonally-helpful, bone-strengthening, empowering
fat, include one serving of a high calorie phytoestrogen-rich food and
three servings of super mineral-rich foods in your daily diet.
+ High-calorie hormone-rich foods include olives, olive oil, organic
butter, freshly ground flax seeds, homemade beer, alcohol-free beer,
fresh peanut butter.
+ Super mineral-rich foods include nourishing herbal infusions of nettle,
oatstraw, red clover, or comfrey leaf; cooked greens such as kale, collards,
lamb's quarter, amaranth, mustard; seaweeds; whey; whole grains including
oats, millet, wheat, and brown rice; bittersweet chocolate.
o Beer is traditionally brewed from hops and sprouted whole grains.
The fermentation creates easily assimilated B vitamins and liberates
minerals. One beer a week will slowly increase your weight, improve
your memory, soothe your nerves, and improve your immune system. A cup
of hops tea with a spoonful of barley-malt sweetener is an alcohol-free
Step 4. Stimulate/Sedate . . .
o Most herbal remedies sold for weight loss include stimulants which
can disturb heart function, and diuretic and laxative herbs which can
cause excessive fluid loss and disrupt electrolyte balance. This may
lead to life-threatening events during the menopausal years, when heart
and adrenal functions are unstable. Avoid all "weight-loss"
o If you are determined to lose weight during your menopausal years,
here are some safe strategies.
+ Eat a substantial breakfast and a large lunch and skimp on dinner.
Absolutely avoid midnight snacks.
+ Eat a cup/250 ml of fresh chickweed daily or take a dropperful of
the fresh plant tincture in some water during or after every meal (at
least four times a day).
+ Gently simmer a handful of dried or fresh bladderwrack (fucus) seaweed
for 15 minutes in enough water to cover. Strain. Drink a cup before
each meal for no more than three months.
+ Eat a bowl of hot soup at the beginning of the meal. You will feel
more sated and eat less. Cold soups and drinks do not have the same
o Keep active. But you don't have to buy any spandex. Five-minute periods
of exercise, done several times a day, every day, are better than one
long session once a week. Weight lost as a result of increased physical
activity is safer than weight lost through diet manipulation. Lift weights.
o Depression can be associated with intense cravings for starchy foods.
If we satisfy these cravings with mineral-rich foods (including chocolate),
the depression will be "treated" and will dissipate. If we
attempt to satisfy these cravings with mineral-deprived white flour
and white sugar, the depression will deepen. (Also, see depression,
Step 5b. Use drugs . . .
o Appetite-suppressant drugs upset your metabolic rate and make it harder
and harder for you to maintain a normal weight with a normal diet. Avoid
all drugs and herbs and supplements of any kind that claim to suppress
Step 6. Break and enter . . .
o Science is ready to help you deny your increasing wisdom and power
by liposuctioning fat from your derrière and adding it to your
face to plump out wrinkles.
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